I am starting to hate my parents

I want my cat and kittens back!!!!!!shiiiiiiitttttttt!!damnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! why can't i have them to accompany me??hmm..i want them..and i've tried to col cgu..but die x answer my call..shit shit shitt!!! I need someone..I really need someone!!! ughhh and when i online in irc..i saw my twin's nick..shit shit!!! I am very angry lol!!I hate everyone!! I hate everyone!!!why can't i have someone by myside..i need someone..and lately I am very dizzy lol..I had fever for one night..and few days later..kinda dizzy..shit..this is ridiculous!!!! god god god..!!help me.. I fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!why me?why me??why meeeeeeeee?!!!